I never update anymore, how upsetting ( Read more... )

now that my life is getting on track...

i'm fucking bored.

I got my first car today, it's decent. and i'm very happy my parents are going to be paying for insurance, while I make car payments and pay for gas. also, sean has called me a few times this week, I just keep ignoring his calls. I think because I feel empowered and maybe if I do talk to him weather it's on the phone or in person i'll just become ( Read more... )

I am so annoyed right now, and I can't really explain why. almost all of my friends are FLAKES ! but that's not a big deal ( Read more... )

"I think we're strange, we either go park hoping, or dance in airports, or hookup in parking garages. This might work!"
and daz wazzup, I like him.

I've been grounded that past couple of weeks or so, and lost my job. It's cool though. I'm starting to enjoy life again. I think january was just a test. oh and, to completely fill everyone in, i'm seeing someone. ;-) haha anyway, what did everyone do this weekened??

I'm making the best out of life, I won't let the little people that don't really matter bring me down anymore.

no, no, no! sooo wrong. I did not want this to happen. I'm not supposed to fall so fast for guys. I ALWAYS end up getting hurt. and guess what, I did. fuck my life. oh, I lost some weight. the only positive thing in my life.

bon jour!
Halloween was sort of gay, Lis and I drove all through Newport finding nothing to do. calling everyone on our contact lists only being led to dissapointment. everyone hates us! ah well! we ate at Taco Bell and McDonalds like fat ass's and walked through Irvine Spectrum, then drank. found some parties. and yeah!

Also, I had MAC paint a ( Read more... )

I know I say it all the time but, I really fucking hate my life. Not to the point I wish I had the choice to switch lifes with someone, anyone. but, theres nothing in it that excites me anymore. it's almost as if i'm an outsider and just watching my own life go by. I can't even put it into words. theres no point anymore.