"aw babe, I love you so much. thank you! thank you for telling me that. I love you, Trisha. I want to be with you forver. I can't wait to live with you. i'm in love with you babe. you don't know how much I think of you. I think about you 24/7. I had so much fun with you today and I just want you to know I feel the same way and it won't change. I ( Read more... )

My hair is purple! and I'm getting job at mac makeup. and I'm moving to LA in a few months with my boyfriend. I am pretty stoked!

I love my boyfriend ( Read more... )

I have never smoked that many of those shitty cigarettes in that short of a time gap. I'm just not ready for any sort of commitment, but everyones telling me I need change. I think I'm going to take the plunge and give my all to be in this relationship. Other than that... my grandma is sending me money to dye my hair dark again, and to get tickets ( Read more... )

I overdosed the other morning, it was the most scariest thing I've ever experienced. my whole body went tingled and numb starting from my finger tips working it's way throughout my body. I felt my heartbeat very rapid for a few minutes then it stopped and kept going on that way for about 40 minutes. I stayed in the bathroom, sitting on the counter ( Read more... )

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I seriously do NOT understand livejournal anymore. all this updateing is getting confusing... I might just use myspace. or nothing. THE INTERNET IS TOO MUCH FOR MY BRAIN!

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It's so very weird how much things and people change within a years time. I hate to see what next year will be like. I hardly talk to anyone from 6months ago. it's ridiculous how fast I go through people. or to see how much they can handle of me. it's hard to say i'll ever keep a close friend throughout. I don't want to get sad over something like ( Read more... )

so, I would hate to make a post that is based on free-baseing...

NOT hahaha... but it is about being under the influence but I don't give a fuck, if you don't like it don't read it.
this past weekend I was in bakersfield with some homies staying at a homies place from friday-sunday. friday we got there and drank a shitload of wine and vodka till ( Read more... )