days go by and I miss you more, but do you miss me the same, why don't you call? I wait, and wait, and the phone never rings. The silence is deafening. Please make it ring.

Gone again, I am so tired of having to start over, will this be the last time that I have to? I hope so. 12 days left until I leave for Cali. Chris told me not to try and understand what we're doing because some things just happen and there is no explanation. I wish I could just sleep and wake up 12 days from now. I don't know, I have fallen into ( Read more... )

Got to love it when the father of your child won't talk to you so that you know how your child is, how mature.

Know Me Broken By My Master
Teach Thee On Child Of Love Hereafter

Into The Flood Again
Same Old Trip It Was Back Then
So I Made A Big Mistake
Try To See It Once My Way

Drifting Body Its Sole Desertion
Flying Not Yet Quite The Notion

Am I Wrong?
Have I Run Too Far To Get Home?
Am I Gone?
And Left You Here Alone
If I Would Could You?

Say, yes they know that you fought yourself another time ( Read more... )

I used all three of my LJ names for these.

I am going to pretend that she didn't die a painful death, it will help me sleep at night.

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