On one side I have a boy who is not afraid to be my everything even if he is across the country...and on the other I have a boy who loves me but is afraid of commitment
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Back at the psychiatrist's office my mind never seems to stop turning I can't hold on to my sanity, I claim I put my face in my hands and weep The entire world has stopped it seems I need a cure I scream Sobbing like a child Frustration seeps from my eyes She hands me a bottle pink pills to soothe the heart, she tells me
She keeps staring at me As if she knows my secret I feel naked as she looks at every inch of me Her eyes burning with questions my soul is stripped I try to walk away but her stare keeps me glued Im stuck behind the shadow of my own guilt Her eyes are stuck on me as if she knows I start to stare back and I notice the mirror in front of me
Why is it that I cant get over dustin? my boyfriend from highschool...as hard as I try..even if I dont talk to him for a long time? How do I know if Im in love with someone?? Is love even a real thing?