ZEN

[mydreamslost]

Well today Zen died mels step dad you know i never thought id feel so bad but i do i was so strong when i saw mel and she told me but after she got off the bus i started to cry he was such a great man no mater how bitchy i was when i saw him he always made me laugh all the times barbequeing in there back yard , sitting in the living room watching

Comments

[mellybeanz]

I only showed no emotion to keep myself from crying. It's still hard to bear with the fact that I won't see him any longer...

[mydreamslost]

i understand i ddint mean anything bad i was just supprized you were so strong its a good thing ok i know its hard but youll get through it i know you will

[mellybeanz]

I may look strong, but I know for a fact I'm gonna cry my eyes out at his Funeral. It's a well known fact, I'm a fucking sap at times.

[mydreamslost]

hey i know its gona be hard and crying is ok crying helps me sometimes you just need to let itout dont wory no on wil think less of you your a strong girl