Why is it that everytime we look to the sky we see blue ( Read more... )

well... i was having such a bad week i was kinda upset paul seemed to brush me off so i did my best to take some time and try to move on i did try to try it with some others unfortuanatly no luck there well not unfortunatly realy thursday went funny went to the bar got drunk hung out with kelly told him i thougth he was hot he told me he liked ( Read more... )

well its sure been a long day things were going ok last night i sent paul a msg asking him if he wanted to be more then friends so who knows well heres what happend things went ok i went with brian to get mom and then jammie had to be there picking up brian i thought i was getting better untill i saw him i compleatly clammed up then after i got ( Read more... )

Well sure has been a while since i last updated and boy has life changed alot me and shawn are no longer anything turnes out he wanted to use me for money and realy wasnt that interested but couldent heve the guts to tell me but honestly that doesnt bother me as my rommates best friend oh my goodness hes the sweetest guy ever i met him a few tiems ( Read more... )

well the day has gone better honestly i think lifes looking up i talked to darren last night and were still gona be friends my dads talkign to me and its good work is good im gettin insome ot and shawn is great gabe is great and everyone is supportive of me moving its wonderfull i havent felt this happy in while a long wile so ya ok just wanted to ( Read more... )

well lifes going alittle better im moving out the last week of december so that will be good darrens letting me take the bed as he is turning his room into a game room so hes taking it out anyway which will save me some money so i can buy christmas presents i think im going to got to lion the witch and the wardrobe on saterday with shawn which will ( Read more... )

well lets just say life feels like shit im so upset i have mixed half a bottle of sourpuss and a can of 7 up and now im drinking it who cares life hates me i hate it at least ill be relaxed and ill be able to sleep peacefully tonight those who want to talk to me email me at buffydawn2002@gmail.com ill be glad to explain everyone else screw u you ( Read more... )

well lifes stressed me and darren are done not just a fight compleatly over done not getting back together honestly i think its better this way weve grown apart so much and well i dono i guess i just dont feel that way about him anymore its like that song hes everything i want its everything i need or thougth i needed but he meens nothing to me ( Read more... )

OMg so i hung out with shawn yesterday and it was amazing i went and picked him up after i was of work then ... well i got my self stuck in a ditch and some realy nice strangers resuced me but shawn was ther by my side it was great we went to boston pizza and had dinner it was awsome we sat talked i even told him about my dreams kinda expecting to ( Read more... )

well lifes going ok im a little stressed over boys still i told shawn i liked him darrens getting pushy latly i think ive decided to not have sex for a while till i know what i want i guess im worried if i eventualy leave darren ill be alone and miserable im so worried i kinda want to keep this as is dating sorta shane and darren its easyer but i ( Read more... )