well lifes ok a little confusing now yesterday i went out with gabe and did her christmas shopping and then we had lunch and hung out it was nice later on i went to the harry potter movie with shawn which was awsome to have some tiem just with him i dono im so confused me and gabe were taking yesterday and i realized what a predicamin i put my self ( Read more... )

Well its sure been a long time since i updated so heres the scoop well ive been seeing this guy shawn hes so nice its kinda confusing me and darren have decided to have a compleatly open relationship meaning we can both see other people and still be with each other i think its called Polyamorus which is kewl to me as i realy like shawn and right ( Read more... )

WELL its been kinda stress full the past little while me and my dad arent talking we got in a huge fight about my tatoo and me not seeing him on his time heaven forbid id have a life and have to chang plans or somghing ooooh .... anyway im done complaining about that latley ive been spending alot of time with britney and shane its nice to hang out ( Read more... )

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well alot has happend i got the new job, gabe moved out of jammies house, i got a tattoo and lifes going great not that eciting me an gabe have gotten realy close latley and the other night she refered to me as her best friend so that was nice usualy im the one who jumps to that right away and its nice we have been spending alot of time togethr its ( Read more... )

well lifes going well not much new i applied for a new position at work ill know on monday hopefully that goes well. todays darrens birthday its going well. i went to pick up grandma today she was at the mall by herself so i took her home right now darren has some friends oveer and were going to get wasted which is so awsome but ill feel like crap ( Read more... )

well i dont know how long me and darren will be togeter things are realy bad and i got no one to talk to and i dont know what to do i have that isolated feeling i took my drivers sunday and failed im supposed to take it again sunday but i might cancel i dont know if i can do it who cares anyway who am i doing it for not me i dont care if i can ( Read more... )

well lifes stressfull darrens mom might have cancer they found 2 luimps on her breast im going through driving shcool and im so nervous its doing me know good and moneys tight cause of having to pay for so much shit ist so stupid i spent all my money on them gave my last 20 bucks to them last week and they were all ya well give you money on payday ( Read more... )

well lifes going ok im almost done my degree one more test to go its kinda stressfull i might take some psyc cources which will be nice im not sure if im going to go right to law i might take some time off take my drivers course and get that over with so thats good right now im kinda board im talking on msn listening to music not much else darren ( Read more... )

Well today Zen died mels step dad you know i never thought id feel so bad but i do i was so strong when i saw mel and she told me but after she got off the bus i started to cry he was such a great man no mater how bitchy i was when i saw him he always made me laugh all the times barbequeing in there back yard , sitting in the living room watching ( Read more... )