when i get bored, i cut my hair. what sucks is when you open the latest AP magazine AFTER the fact and see ten or twelve stupid pop punk band guitarists with the same haircut. fuck my ass.

it's so weird being in a bar and drinking coffee when all i want is an amaretto sour. it's all i ever knew of love.

the internet is never the best place to relay pertinent life information, but i know that most of the people who read this don't see or talk to me on a regular basis. that and i have moved out of state and i can't find anyone's phone numbers for the life of me ( Read more... )

there is something insanely wonderful about being away from the person you love. it's a feeling so deep that it unnerves you. nothing looks or feels the same...truly as though you are literally without half of your very own body. it gets to a point, in the beginning, where you can barely sleep at night just wondering about the other and how they ( Read more... )

never, ever DIY a manicure. just spend fifty bucks to have a nice little korean woman do it the right way. damn me and my cosmetic endeavors ( Read more... )

i took the kids out shopping today, and came home fairly after the time donny usually gets home from work. the house was empty. while unloading groceries from the car, i hear someone drive up rather slowly and look over to see who it is. it's donny? a guy wearing black, same stature, same face, same tattoos..but in a white car. after i got a good ( Read more... )

five days only five days and a four hour drive to the airport ( Read more... )

the marlings have been informed ( Read more... )

my frickin in laws ( Read more... )

i have a serious problem. it's not the type of issue that can be disputed and resolved. no form of medication or therapy can ease the pain. i don't even think it's really a problem (denial is the first sign) - more of a deep seated anxiety over my lifetime of struggles and the complexities involved. more advertently, my daily struggles. things like ( Read more... )

last night i dreamed that nearly all of the Iraqi civilian war casualties were found truly to be victims of a severe dandruff epidemic. it was really quite the scandal, as i recall.