On Tuesday..since I've had a smoke! (ok I had like 2 drags of my friends the other night, but it made me sick..ehh) But I'm really proud of myself! Yay!

That my daughter, doesn't even cry or get upset anymore when I leave her with my parents so I can work? She used to be so attached to me that when I walked outside for only a minute, she would lose it. Now between working 2 jobs, trying to find time to sleep and eat, she rarely see's me. She is either with the babysitter or with my parents. It ( Read more... )

Well as of tomorrow, it will be a week since I had a smoke. Its not too bad, just sucks when I'm around people smoking. And that reminds me, how could I have not known how bad people who smoke smell? I notice it everywhere now, in their cars, on them, all my old purses smell like it too. Ughhh..its actually making me sick. Bleh ( Read more... )

Officially 24 hours, no smoking. I feel really good.. I hope I can stick this out. Today actually went very well, I thought about smoking once or twice but was like, Nah.. No cravings or anything like that. Weird.
Hopefully tomorrow will go just as well.

It's time for Mike's monthly update on Sarah (since no one else ever reads this shit anyway lol ( Read more... )

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D I V O R C E D!!
Finally! It was final as of yesterday! 2 years and 2 days after I was married!
I'm so damn excited. My best friend Misti of ten years is in town from Florida, so tomorrow night me, Rob, Misti and her man are going downtown to party and celebrate. Oh yeah I got my nose pierced on Tuesday as a little present to myself so yeah. It's

Um not really alot going on. Working all weekend, even on Mothers Day..how pathetic is that? However I think Rob and I are going out after work to Applebee's that night for a burger and some drinks. Nothing special though. My parents are picking up Liv on Saturday again so I can work, they'll probably have her until Monday. Sad that I only see her ( Read more... )

I love late nights. They make me think. Then I write. And then I come up with things things like this. There are days I really like me. Then there are days I don't. This is one of those days. Pay no attetion. It's pointless yet amusing. I like to ramble. It makes sense to me. I need to go feng shui the living room. I have nothing better right now ( Read more... )

Mel! Where are you woman?? I haven't seen you online in FOREVER! I miss ya rockstar!
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