I doubt anyone still looks at this, but if so I made a new name. sheisxdeath check it.

I hate that I only write in here when I'm on the brink of going crazy, but I don't want to bother people I love with silly problems. I've said before(probably in about every entry in here), and I'll say it again. I just don't know where I'm going or what I'm doing anymore. I don't even know if I was ever on track. A year at Penn State Beaver gave ( Read more... )

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I think I may just start writing in here again, not to update people on my oh so fascinating life, but more for my own mental health. That sounds a touch too dramatic, but lately instead of writing in here or in an actual journal I have been composing wild rambling rants in my mind. And It gets to the point where I just think too much and that ( Read more... )

Lately I've been thinking a lot more about joining the Peace Corps once I graduate. This is something I've always wanted to do, but more and more I keep feeling like it's something I have to do. I'm sure most people who know probably  think I would never actually do it, but I'm going to. The way I see it this will be just the kind of rewarding ( Read more... )

I broke my wrist. My right rist.
I'm right handed.

I can barely type with just my left hand....I don't knoew how I'm going to be able to take notes.
Or writer a stupid paper about a book about rasputin.

It hurts pretty bad, but worse than that it iiiiiitches like hell. Also it was a pretty bad break. Two nights in the hospital. I had to get surgery too ( Read more... )

I had to go to my first AA meeting yesterday ( Read more... )

Apparently only low lifes wear sunglasses indoors. This might explain why my super enlightened philosophy professor went apeshit for 15 minutes once she noticed I was wearing them. She then continued to say she never gets angry and nothing good ever comes form, except for some reason something good came from her belittling me in front of 40+ people ( Read more... )

I started my alcohol counseling at gateway. I only had my first meeting though so nothings really come out of it other than me being told if i continue to drink i wont make it out of college....what? I just don't understand that almost all college students drink on a regular basis. I don't even drink that much, but whatever we'll see how this all ( Read more... )

Let's see. I'm officially going to go to rehab now haha. I don't care though because at least they are letting me stay in the dorms!!!! I have to go to court on the 5th of Feb. for the citation though. I have the feeling I can get away with a not guilty, too bad I'm going to have to lie underoath to do so. I highly doubt the aliquippa magistrates ( Read more... )