Siome people can make you feel worthless and not even know it. When you are constantly lied to it makes you feel like your not good enough for the truth. You work your butt off to pay the bills and ask for nothing in return ( Read more... )

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dezzypoo

So..I went into Pre-term Labor on Wednesday and didnt even know it til Friday. O well, its ok. they gave me shots to stop it but i still have contractions just nothin thats going to cause a problem ( Read more... )

So, Chirstmas has come and gone...yay?
I miss my baby joshie.
BUt itll b ok .
im so confused though.
I cant help it

Noone believes in him like i do....
The one person that i thought would have faith ..doesnt.
Hes truley one of my best friends and a person i want to always b there.And the one person that i thought actually liked my fiancee' but i guess not. I guess im the only one that can truly see him the way he really is

so.....yea

So im havin a baby boy. Due on february 17th. Thats 3 days before my bday

not much goin on .
I miss home and thats it.
I hope to b there for christmas

So we hit the bit one year yesterday (october 29th)
We went to the beach and stuff and drew in the sand.
As of now im around 5 months pregnant.
We can feel the baby move and all that stuff and frankly it can get quite annoying.

Love,
dezzy

Hmmm bored. I dunno. Just sittin here. Talkin to my ma. She wants me to come home. But i told her i wasnt already. But yea i dunno doood doood dooooddddddddddddddddddd