ohmyfuckginod todays my birthday and im drunk and typging good yeahh hi dur ruel! !!! i rule! is what i meant to say! I WAS on a plane today and it was cool.. flaying and all. i had a tiara but i lost it. os tongith was the best irthday ever- weird because it was with my parents and i felt embarrased but great i hoep all week is theis way. YEAH. :)

perfection is not intangible nor impossible, simply unretainable ( Read more... )

i fucking feel like shit. my eyes are puffy, my energy level is completely shot, i haven't worked out since fuckin' tuesday of last week. tomorrow i'm going to the Y, and i'm not eating any shitty foods. this is bad. three day hangovers and heartbreaks serve to be bad combinations.

today should be interesting.

he's promising her the world, he's promising her a perfect change in every way, he's buttering up to her for some unknown reason. no motive, no drive to hurt; he simply lets the wonder echo in his words, and assume that those echos are enough ( Read more... )

i feel so many horrible things at one time. how do you let a person go so easily? all in all it was a good 3 years almost, down the drain. all of that heartbreak, making-up, and love completely flushed down the drain, with no second glances. it hurts me so much to think about how much i loved him and wanted it to work, and how little he really ( Read more... )

obviously i was wasted out of my motherfucking mind yesterday... this morning. it was an interesting experience, but don't think i haven't been paying for it alllllll day. fuck ( Read more... )

i wibt lie im drunk as hell irght now. i feel like shit. i miss him mnow. why coudltnt he have loved me like he said and i wouldnt need to have lft. i wouldnt come home at 230 drunk and deahd n shit. goood shit but bad aslo because i miss him. why do you think he dint love ime? this sucks. why must i be me???>

ohwlel.

i finally fucking got a new digital camera. AND IT IS SO FUCKING NICE! my silly little canon eos rebel does me good. and i got the sweetest deal ever on it too. meh i don't have much to say so picture time!

( ellen's belated bday night. )

he wants to give her everything she's ever wanted. he doesn't ask for much, and she doesn't give much. she uses and abuses, breaks hearts and smiles in the process, and all he wants is to have her safe and happy ( Read more... )

hidden marks on body parts, including hearts. including both intended meanings. i like that ( Read more... )