I wish I could say that I never realized how dependent you are on your meds.
I often imagine taking ou somewhere for a year and denying you any meds in the hopes that the desire and need for them will be washed away, but I often imagine unrealistic things...
I feel like I should say something positive, so here it goes!
Something positive
I cannot claim the world gets better, but I know you know there are good times.
Also, fuck that whole sniveling attitude of, "Oh, I know there's goood things, but there's just sooo much bad that it doesn't make up for it!"
Fuck that. I don't hang out with people who really believe that. You know why? because everyone who really believes that has killed themself.
But yes, the bad certainly can be crippling and blinding.
I haven't replied to your letter because I have the stomach flu and I'm disgusting and full of self-pity and escaping food and headaches. I would love to go with you wherever by the way. This is all I can type for right now. I am too weak to stay on the comp. xo
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I often imagine taking ou somewhere for a year and denying you any meds in the hopes that the desire and need for them will be washed away, but I often imagine unrealistic things...
I feel like I should say something positive, so here it goes!
Something positive
I cannot claim the world gets better, but I know you know there are good times.
Also, fuck that whole sniveling attitude of, "Oh, I know there's goood things, but there's just sooo much bad that it doesn't make up for it!"
Fuck that. I don't hang out with people who really believe that. You know why? because everyone who really believes that has killed themself.
But yes, the bad certainly can be crippling and blinding.
That is all.
Except:
Something positive!
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xo
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