i'm back in berkeley, living with my husband,mormon,hoping to start a family soon. still on 75 at the clinic but havn't done drugs for 2 years now. dunno wat else to say. ill start writing again i guess. love, quinn

dec. 11

i am shattered

im alive.
living with my boyfriend and my lizard.
nearly died from endocarditis, pneumonia and pulmonary emboli.
just got a job. need money for my car and the methadone clinic. thinking of transfering to trade tech for nursing. im pretty much supporting myself right now. we're planning to get married when we have more money. ill update y'all. ta

uh, sorry i didnt reply to anyone yet, ill get around to it today probably ( Read more... )

so i am not actually dead for those of you who might have wondered.

corpse_sing has been an ex-junkie for about 30 days and nights. from 120 mg methadone and a few grams of heroin a day with some benzos on top like a cherry to nothing which was about 3 weeks of absolute hell on earth. i think i tried to walk into oncoming traffic about 15 times. ( Read more... )

its really abusive and difficult to live here ( Read more... )

after 40mg dilaudid oral on top of the regular 60mg methadone (oral) i finally slept yesterday ( Read more... )

310 - 437 - 9004 ( Read more... )

alive
have new works
just not ready
i am new
its a shedding process
to make change
lots of vomit
i am out
just not dressed yet

astral projection is like an orgasm ( Read more... )