i'm on paxil now. i haven't taken it yet though because i'm kind of scared, to be honest. they give me med after med and sometimes it's just no fun ( Read more... )

sometimes things aren't how you want them to be.
sometimes they'll never be that way again
and you have no power to change them.
and sometimes its those things that mean the most to you.
and its those things that hurt the most.

i was born a someday man i'm a maybe child

um i love mark? yeah i do.

sometimes life hurts.

i dyed my hair for the first time ever yesterday.
..
it's black.
how original, i know.
black black black black black.
all over my head.
my mom told me i look like a cancer patient with a wig.
awesome.

this new babysitting gig is really rolling in the dough.

i had a dream last night that was very reminiscent of reality. hm.

i wish i could be happy with the way i am; to sit in a room by myself without worrying that no one might ever share that space with me again.

i wish i could just be happy being me.

let me take you down 'cause i'm going to strawberry fields ( Read more... )

my cousins came yesterday.
this is a catastrophe.
i think i might pay someone to kill me right about now.

i have senior pics today.
if those little shitheads fuck it up for me in any way, i will beat their little ugly asses.

have a nice day.

whatever.

we've established that i need people ( Read more... )