over the past week or so, i think i've reached some level of self realization ( Read more... )

two days in a row now ( Read more... )

tomorrow's my birthday & i'm no longer grounded.
i'm still afraid of being alone.
and i'm afraid you're going to break my heart all over again.

he called me this morning to wish me a happy birthday.
a day early, i know. but that's not the point.

do you think some higher power comes into play when things like this happen?
do you think some things are too coincidental to merely be a coincidence?

why do you let me hold him in my dreams, when in reality, you've got no intention of letting me keep him?

scratch that.
last night turned out amazing, thanks to mark, & i've got a new monkee's cd to prove it.

i'm going to spend today in my treehouse.
that sounds so perfect right now.
have a wonderful day!

<3 brie

my birthday is sunday ( Read more... )

SATs this morning ( Read more... )

things constantly change for most people ( Read more... )

my mom just told me she's given up on me and she won't be there for me, physically or emotionally, anymore.

earlier today she said, "i think you should leave. anytime you want. you won't have to worry about me going after you this time."

the bond me and my mom have is all i've ever known.
i don't know what to do.