i slept through most of today ( Read more... )

i've never felt more alone in my life

everything kind of aches. i can't really explain it, i just sort of hurt everywhere. i've been angry at those who are giving up on me, but i see now it's only because i gave up on myself. everything & everyone makes me cry. i'll hear or see things that trigger memories and i cry. i don't have anything to say in here anymore, i don't have anything ( Read more... )

azihndx$dcjd@tu#s^w!!

i'm excited.

some people are really gay ( Read more... )

i'm back.

i'm going on a cruise to mexico thursday & i'll be back monday night. i am so excited ( Read more... )

i feel like i ate the equivelent of 3 elephants today.

good morning.

well i guess not being able to sleep during the night even when i'm exhausted has become something of a habit to me. i can only hope somebody will wake up and go online and talk to me. i'm pathetic. i hung out with amanda yesterday. i always say to her, "we suck." but she caught me on it and it hit me that no, we do not suck. i suck. just me. my ( Read more... )