i'm fucking done with you and i haven't even started.
why do you have to suck so bad.

my hair is so soft right now.
i think you should run your fingers through it.

eight hours away from my home and i had a smile on my face.
now i'm back, safe and sound, and i want to die.
there's something wrong with that.

i'm going away to pennsylvania for the weekend for my aunt's third marriage. what a stupid whore. and then i'm going to come back to derry for the week and the whole town will be vacationing somewhere far away from here. it's going to be really gay ( Read more... )

lame.

i broke up with matt two nights ago.
i'm sad, but that's expected.
it would have been nice if he cared.
some things were different, but other things will never, ever change.
i should have known fairy tales are called that for a reason.

friday i slept over cassy's and we watched the doors movie again. i love that movie. i ate more of her german chocolate & then we had a ton of ice cream & those smiley face french fry things. i'm fat now. mike bought both of us stuffed animals because he's really weird but i left mine at cassy's ( Read more... )

i know i'm smarter than that.
i'm just not sure i'm stronger.

he's got the power & she's got the need

i tried to pierce my lip with a safety pin
i'm too pussy to push it all the way through
i regret taking it out already

i hate myself for feeling like this

today was dreary ( Read more... )