i don't know what's wrong with me. i'm just tired. i'm tired of all the bullshit in my life. i'm tired of caring. i'm tired of it bothering me that i care. that other people DON'T care. i'm sooooooooo tired. i'm tired down deep in my bones. all i want right now is some bagels, a swedish accent, some super soft blankies, and that certain someone who ( Read more... )

A Proclamation by the President of the United States of America

Throughout our history, the men and women who have worn the uniform of the United States have placed the security of our Nation before their own safety. America will be forever grateful for their service and sacrifice. On Memorial Day, we honor those who have paid the ultimate ( Read more... )

happiness is like an orgasm. you can spend your life hoping someone will come along and do it for you, or, for surer results, stick both hands in and do the damned thing yourself.

netta, because i can't leave a comment, i appreciate numero siete. :) and i love you (just you know, a little perk ;)

could i just say, this has been one of the MOST amazing weekends of my LIFE. try wearing the same outfit everyday for four months. try it. it gets old...FAST. so yesterday morning we got to get on a civilian return pass, which means, yes we get to wear civilian clothes. so i go rollin out to formation in my sweatshirt and my waaaay too big jeans ( Read more... )

daddy finally fixed me up with a new e-mail address:

bjschneider@bellsouth.net

whoopee!!

so, bellsouth sucks at life, because when they closed my account they also closed my e-mail account, even though they said they wouldn't. at any rate, i do not currently have a regular e-mail address. if you really need to get ahold of me in the interim though, you can e-mail becky.jane.schneider@us.army.mil

and i'll get on the new e-mail thing

So you sailed away into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay, love can be so boring
And nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now.

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had.

So you stole my world, now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl leaves me down and loney
Well ( Read more... )

well, i guess the best way to start is to say, I'M HOME! not for good, but for two weeks anyway. the past two months have been the most lifechanging days of my life. it's one of those things where you don't realize that the drill sergents are breaking you down and building you back up into a stronger, better version of yourself until you're there. ( Read more... )

so, because i was waiting to tell the world my secrets, until they were complete, here it is, for all of you who don't talk to alex ( Read more... )