first self bought cd: i think N'Sync....im so sad ( Read more... )

so he hung out wit his ex. failed to tell me until oh hmm 2 min before i left. i was like WOW way to play me.
Don worry time heals all scars
or in my case....scars heal all time

Oh shit last nite was awesome. from the firts beer to the last raid lmao. well we walkin about 10:30 so me and steph chug a beer each then go out side to smoke. as were gettin on line i see cops raidin the place and i call keith and warn them inside. so we find jeremy and wait on line for the cops to leave. So they do and i end up drinkin some more ( Read more... )

So you think your emo? I doubt it. What does “emo” entail you ask? Its not a style of clothing, or a section in the c.d. store, it was a way of life. You have to BE emo. It is a way of thinking. It is waking up and not hating life, but not expecting the best from it. I never knew I was emo, I was told I was. I grew up thinking, “oh im this tough ( Read more... )

i cant stand boys. is it possible to fall in love with someone in less than a week cuz i think ive done it. it was like love at first site and i wish i could go back and erase it. i will onli see him every friday or when he has time available for me for that matter, and i was SO excited to see him tomorrow and just lay with him huggin me, and then ( Read more... )

i hate everything, everyone. i feel abandoned, unloved, and thats only the tip of the iceburg. My gpa was horrible and i felt like a douche. ALL my friends did better. I didnt do better than one damn person. AND i studied pretty motherfuckin hard. My moms on my case "you don kno justin blah blah" i do kno hes one of the only people i have EVER felt ( Read more... )

So it happened. Someone who meant alot to me was hit by a car. We don speak and he left me on my bday, but the thought of Luis being injured hurt me so bad. When i told my mom, I couldnt do anything but cry. He was hit on Northern, he was unconscious and had amnesia: he didnt recognize his mom: but i careD about him. He is up now and responsive wit ( Read more... )

so, its over. and it sucks but you kno what the fact that i cant be trusted pisses me off cause ive never wronged ( Read more... )

So how was my day. Went to bio Twas pointless he let us out 40 min earli and he told jeremy to stop disruptin lecture which was cool then math which i LOATHE ENTIRELY damnit 1 more week. Then on to lunch wit IRINA and ONLY IRINA then to meet wit ms J. So were in hillwood im runnin from a lesbian and were both runin from matt when suddenly i feel a ( Read more... )

ugh sometimes I cant stand people sometimes. UGH I CANT TAKE HER shes RUINING her life DAMMIT. UGH and then he thinks that im jealous IM NOT i just kno I HAVE TO DEAL WIT IT and ughh its soo annoying. AND he likes pissin me off WHY DO BOYS LIKE PiSSIN ME OfF. I don understand. u date them and they see how bad they can get on ure nerves only to want ( Read more... )