Well, I'm just sitting here, doing my math homework which took me like 5 hours to understand, and rereading the paper I wrote on suicide earlier in the year. I have such a new perspective on it now that I'm reading it again and going through the facts and stuff.

I wish I had more friends right now. I don't know why but I do. I'm all depressed again and I don't know why. There seriously must be something wrong with me. I wish I lived closer to Krysta. I hate being alone now too. And it seems the more I read fanfics, I get more depressed too.

wow, ok I have lately felt really depressed. Even when I think I'm happy I'm not. I cut at least once a week, I don't want to but it just seems that's the only way to get rid of the pain on the inside. Even though I have a ton of friends, it seems like maybe only two actually care about me. I don't want to feel like this. I hate feeling like this, ( Read more... )

I need a layout. This thing looks retarded.