i stayed out late last night after a full day of work... seriously, i left my house at 8a.m. and got home at around 130a.m. then me and brandon stayed up till like almost 4. and i had to be at my 30 minutes away from home job by 9a.m. this morning to work an 8 hour shift. anywho it's 7p.m. and i'm getting ready to go to sleep and enjoy my day off. ( Read more... )

well i know it's been a while since i updated... but i've been really busy and i finally think i have the time to make this a commitment again, although i don't many of my friends read my journal anymore i'll update anyways ( Read more... )

everything is going soo well!! i live with brandon right now. we just got officaily approved on our apartment, which means we move in on the 3rd of april. i'm engaged to mr. Brandon Keith Pope. we are planing on getting married really soon, we have a date but aren't telling too many people. we will have a huge reception in june perhaps, we'll see. ( Read more... )

my dad called right now. he wanted to see if i was alright,if i was eating and going to school. he told me he loved me and i could help but cry. i feel bad for leaving, in fact at the moment i kinda wanted to go home... but then i remembered how it was and thought it was better this way, much better. i love my family i do. i just can't live with ( Read more... )

i left my house thursday... not for any one particular reason. most of it was built up anger i just can't seem to get over or forgive. years of torment and drunken slurs i couldn't take the bull anymore. everyone knows i needed to get out but exactlly when.. well i didn't think anyone expected it to be that soon ( Read more... )

i've been so tired lately. i feel so lazy, well i am and yet i'm so tired. i never go to school... well i do i just never go to the 2 classes that matter. i'm proably failing. i need to go. i just want to drop my 0. it's pointless. i don't need the extra credits. i hate school rules. i think i'm going to do some make up work. i didn't go to the ( Read more... )

my moms driving me crazy. shes having a panic attack or something and i just want to leave. gosh i hate it when shes like this. i just need a normal mom. my moms never been one of those compassionate people or at least to me and my siblings. she never holds us when we cry or give us heart to hearts. instead she just pushes us when we're down or ( Read more... )

03.19
House of Blues Anaheim
Anaheim, CA

Solid State Tour featuring:
Norma Jean
Underoath
Beloved
Dead Poetic and
Haste the Day

one of the best lines ups ever!!

i turn 18 tomorrow!!! yesss, finally i seriously thought this moment would never come. brandon has the day planned and i have no idea whats going on. i love surprises! tday i didn't really go to school. i only went to get my "heart". i saw mike, since we don't have a class together we haven't really seen eachother, so that was nice. the days have ( Read more... )

i had the worst cramps ever last night i cryed so hard. brandon came over cause my parents and my brother were drinking so he came to take me away and take care of me. he fed me and bought me a burrito to but by my tummy cause he heard warmness helps. he's so cute he didn't know they had heating pads. we went and got some of those and brandon made ( Read more... )