work was really fun today.
now to relax, finally a good day.

my mind is racing.
life is weird.

++** get into this!
its pretty much incredible.


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20 years old, going on a thousand.
im beat.

we still talk everyday, and still argue.
even if were not together we still argue.
thats one of the things that makes me smile, its hilarious.
i must admit its something i cant help but miss.

we never got a chance to just be friends.


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e-x-h-a-u-s-t-e-d!

10 tomorrow.

*sigh.

"Some come in the form of co-dependence
Alotta times only end up bein co-defendants
Ten bucks say they tell for a lower sentence
And leave you up under the jail, beggin for a penance
It don't make no sense, what happened to the loyalty?
Honor amongst crooks, trust amongst royalty"

the only thing i need right now, is sleep.

alexander youre toilings cure all, and destroy everything.

ill just fall into my television;
sink to the bottom of the bottle,
relax and take it day by day.

wake work sleep
wake work sleep

sooner or later things will be better.

"One for the heartless thievery turning my guardian angel harpless
And the rest to sweep the mess under the carpet (under the carpet)
I drag a yellow taxi meter behind every measure
And charge cats for labeling me shepherd
"That'll be Six Fifty plus tip darlin,
I take cash, credit, check, money-order, gold and cigarette cartons"

"when you aint got nothin, ya got nothin to lose"

the pain will slip away.
and ill plant myself into routine to keep my mind straight.
everything will be ok.(repeat until convinced)