i cant stand reality right now.
its only 11:30 and im already drinking.
finding solace in my movies, my music, my vices.

structures are built, structures stand through time, and then one day; structures burn to the ground.

what happens when a person who builds everything on hope, dosent believe in hope any longer?

in an instant your life can break like a pane of glass.
mine has.

the pieces are thrown about like the remnents of a car wreck.
its deserving, iam a car wreck.

youll forget me,
but i just want you to know, it all ment the world to me.

i just hope you find what youre looking for.

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yesss.
no work for two days!
im getting, DRUNK

my new best friend;


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wow.

cool.

"I'm stuck in the center and could care less
About the eye of the storm and its monstrous measurements
I got a defense that I call coolin' with my brethren
Sometimes I get wet
But it's better than risking life and limb to me, don't you agree?"

its jealousy.

im all alone.

i need some friends,
i need to get away from this house.

being alone is hard. i miss michelle more and more ( Read more... )

trying be fair for once.

alot of time was spent today on looking over my life.
im planning on looking at things from different angles.

highlights of the last few days-
40's
xfiles reruns
netflix
tacobell
graff
sleeping in

im waging a war on my current state
placing my life back together