im going to use my other journal, mydeadlyperfume, as my default one now for many reasons so it would be appreciated if you added me. thanks a bunches ♥

yea so i had to get tests and xrays done today.

theres a good chance i might have phnuemonia again.

thats beat.

i feel so lonely...

... i hate it.

yea i go cuddle with2 puppys last night. and i get to until monday cause im puppysitting.

i know youre jealous.

i stayed home today simplely because i hate waking up everymorning. i hate living. i hate life its self.

im always the fucking fuck up. everyone would be so much happier with out me.

and now i think i have mono.

todays not my day.

i wanna cuddle and make out right now, but i have no one to cuddle with :(
one cut for every kiss ( Read more... )

( bored and lonely on my bday... so why not take pictures?! )

i have been happy lately.

i have been very giddy lately...

..just like how i use to be a few years ago.

theres nothing to break it.

but why am i crying myself to sleep every night?

more than i ussually do?

its not right....

this year went by sooo fast. i read my entry from last year and i was like woah we lit the garbage can on fire that long ago?!?! it was crazy. so im attempting to gauge my ears again. im at 8 right now. this past year i guess i can say my entire life fell apart. im just happy that i handled everything in a mature way... most of the time. i think ( Read more... )

i have never been so cold ( Read more... )

last night at my dads side ( Read more... )

i just got done crying and i need to vent ( Read more... )

im sorry if i pissed anyone off today im also sorry if i hurt anyones feelings im also sorry if i was a bitch to you ( Read more... )