I should update more often, but i never do... so here is a small update on my life. I'm actually in a relationship. His name is ricky and he is just awesome, really nice sweet guy, he is kind and funny (and he really really likes me, so im happy) i quit angies, and im trying to work at carlos o kellys.. so fingers crossed for that. school starts ( Read more... )

so there are some people that you cannot get rid of. People that always seem to find a way back in your life. Steve Espinosa, the guy i have in massive lust over since tenth grade has entered my life AGAIN. I'm so sick of this cycle. He isn't even that good of a guy, he is a mooch and a meth head, but god when i see him... i smile. But we go ( Read more... )

I WANT TO GO TO PRAGUE

im taking a break from requiem for a dream.. i love that movie. but i felt like updating so here i am posting an update. I miss my friends, FRIENDS I MISS U!!!!! im so sad that all my friends are in college, and im home... boohoo.... but i love classes a lot. it is definetly the place i need to be at this moment in my life, for the first time in ( Read more... )

today was my first day of school. Went bought my school books, that was a big three hundred, then went to my two classes on monday. Speech and asl. I saw amy and diana, mark and dana, alex and curly hair man and other ppl. Loved my two classes so far. College rocks my socks. I love smoking right before class, i feel so rebellious. HAHAHA im a ( Read more... )

So i have a very bad track record for birthdays. They have all basically sucked hardcore. Like on my seventh birthday my father had a heart attack. Very upseting. Then people forget (like my dad), so basically i dont ever expect muchon my birthday. I really thought that this birthday would be awful. I didnt want to do anything too big. I ( Read more... )

IM EIGHTEEN MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!!! ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO

I cant sleep, and i need to. I am required to wake up early tomorrow and go driving with the nazi. I hate this new found insomnia. It seems to strike at the most innapropriate times. Last night i didnt go to sleep until seven in the morning. so now at one twelve, i am faced with the prospect of yet another sleepless night. Hmm maybe tomorrow ( Read more... )

7 days..... having a birthday shindig thing with my dad family today ( Read more... )

19 days ( Read more... )