i woke up today and found myself here once again
this place i always want out of but always come back
i woke up today and i wasnt in your arms
feeling so alone
i woke up today and im staring at all the pictures on my walls
.. and the pictures
i wish i knew wat i was thinking

if you only knew the way i feel about you ( Read more... )

yesterday was fuckin gret. woke up went to summer school. took some vicodin so i was fellin real good. n then me and amanda came back to my house after school was over and hungout here. then robert came came over n i challnged his ass to skate n won even tho i was fucked up on drugs i still beat him down. then from the work out i started puking. ( Read more... )

n i cant help to think of wat ive done ( Read more... )

and now im spitting out blood from these marks ive left on my tongue

who have i been?

i could write a confession.. my addiction or maybe about my sick obsessions, procrastination, its always with the best intentions, wishfull thinkin ( Read more... )

hello journal. im just thinkin, and this summer has been fucking awesome. i woke up yesterday and robert and steve came over n we hung out n got super fade. we boxed my room. i was supposed to go see spy kids in 3d but my mom got mad or something n i didnt go. then they left and ashley came over. we hung out in my room n just talked and stuff, ( Read more... )

robert called me n woke me up this morning to get high before school. and we got so high. then school it was. class was alrite, i got out early , robertx2 came n got me n we went skating. i ripped some shit n then after we came back to my house. ashley gannon who i have not seen in soo long came over with paul, it was great to hang out and sort of ( Read more... )

i want to feel this way forever

landing on our own way, bounded in our dreams ( Read more... )