so fucking good.

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i used the old fashion way for that one

my pen is the barrel of a gun. remind me which side you should be on.

monday was the start of fucking second session summer school. it sucks huge horse cock. i sit in the back corner all myself but amanda and robert and some other people aRE IN THERE so maybe it will be alrite. that morning me and robert stayed up to like 3 before school takin all these shots n smokin, n then we had to go to school in like 3 hours ( Read more... )

why cant i see i lost a day ( Read more... )

this morning i woke up to an empty house all to myself and i started the day with a littl guitar playing to get me up. then i cleaned my room, n my clothes n did my bed , and other normal weekend obligations. then i went over to roberts. we went to his pool n just hung out there. we got high and did some swimmin. then he had to go to dinner with ( Read more... )

i tell them my spirits left evertime your with me ( Read more... )

its like an ice cube tickling its trail of numbness behind.
i feel queasy but content, nervous but excited.
it is the ultimate feeling of fear and hope combined,
when i am loved it is like cold hands touching me.
it is pleasing but frightening.
i feel uncomfortable though i am sitting on a fluffy pink cloud.
im not alone

i spend all my time hoping that i can find another way ( Read more... )

i wish they could see into my heart

There's a kind of way who love it when I fall ( Read more... )