oh god.

fucking 352089582039582305th entry today. i have so much time on my hands and so much time to think. it just makes me mad. and it hurts sooooo bad. and i cant help kristel and that just makes things worse. i just want to cry everything out and get it over with. i don't want these random moments. i want it to all come at once and i don't know why i' ( Read more... )

JL1675:
magda..i dont know you but i feel terribleeee!! cheer up you have people in nb that love you to peices! like steph, nick, danny..and people that i dont know e
JL1675: *even exhists.
JL1675: hangout with people that love you. that make you love. you will feel better..i promiseeee

aww i found that so sweet

i break in x two: i am not supposed to be the one
i break in x two: running out of science
i break in x two: into the bathroom crying
i break in x two: i am
i break in x two: worth more than that! I'M A WOMAN

omgggg what a load of bullshit i fed to people today. i might as well have a sign on my forehead that says HURT ME, I'M VULNERABLE ( Read more... )

omfg. i just had the worst day of school i've ever encountered. seriously. brittany walked up to me and was like "awww magda are the poems really THAT sad" thinking i was like.. crying over the poems. it was amusing at the time. lol by the end of first period i wanted to run into traffic, and then in science dylan had said something that reminded ( Read more... )

you know, that just makes me seem like a coward. and it's a little past 6 in the morning right now. i didn't sleep but i just showered and it's SO cold. i didn't do any of my homework except for the stupid poem. this morning was so awful. so was last night but whatever ( Read more... )

yeah so.. this is the last entry i'll write for a very, very long time i suppose. i don't have the energy anymore.

bad weekend.
the end.

i just got really pissed off and sad at the same time within 10 seconds. not the past 10 seconds. a taste of my own medicine, i guess. i'm just going to ignore that and still think i'm the victim here. omfg. tsdgjsdlgkjsdlgkjsdlgkslkgjsldgj. that made me really, really disappointed and angry and ( Read more... )

aw