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circles straying off into angles.
pulling at me the torrent of such dreams, and the awaken state i pressed my feet firmly on. You are as fleeting as desperately trying to catch something the air, and when failing, wondering if it was ever really there. I know the promises i made, i know they don't include you. You were an unexpected variable in the middle of a formula, close to an ( Read more... ) -
sealed my fate
with a bullet of misunderstanding, you shot through my heart, and it was the heat of the impact, that has turned all the sandman had promised me to glass, and the tiny shards tore through me like the little white lies that hung like stars from the corners of your eyes, the same ones you copied and pasted into mine, and they seeped like drugs into ( Read more... ) -
here is now
fierce and powerless, to my will undone, and forced upon you. you accept me willingly, you like the feeling, of being taken over, and i pull you to me from your hair and you sweat pleasure and cringe in delightful pain, the days and nights can be just the same, time after time, time runs out and we will board, and sometimes bore of saying goodbye. ( Read more... ) -
life is like so
with your time inside my time, and without you by my side, i've learned and brand new version of living. with nothing being the same of everything i knew, with life turning into it's reflection, i don't know which side of the mirror i'm standing on. i thought i would come back moving, still i am still, still something stops me, from completely ( Read more... ) -
uh
turmoil in my insides, and i am afraid to dream of you, something hurts inside, i have so much to say on here, but it will not happen for me tonight, i don't want to die. -
been misplaced.
i caan't stop myheart from deaming, but my eyes do not close when they should, and it's hard to keep them open through sunny times. you were washed away witha sneaky tide, whose salt was composed mostly of time, and goodbyes. because at intoxicated times my confessions are questions, it's how i know i don't have the truth just right. left with a ( Read more... ) -
heart meddle
There is insufficient life, but my eyes are adjusting well to this illuminated square that waits for me to take action. Here is one. Today I was on the verge of tears because of my frustration, it is becoming more and more common for me to see red again. Little triggers, and named fingers enciting me to react in a manner I want to believe I left ( Read more... ) -
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so my body wants to call it quits but there is still so much left to do, and i don't think about moving, i just do. i can't force my eyes open every night waiting on word from you. in your letter you described everything you felt for me so perfectly, i am facing a truth i had managed to save for later acknowledgement. you might think i am over ( Read more... ) -
who should get the girl?
i am a non-believer of the world you live in. i refute the air fueling your voice to tell me that you are breathing. inaccurate reading. everytime you are leaving, you seem to be waiting for something from me, answers you seek, unidentified, dental records wrecked by denial, and a fire burns within me every night you linger. i linger. i cannot live ( Read more... ) -
she still hangs like a star...
..and fucken glows in the darklovely. i am lost between four walls, and addicted. i take hit after hit and i am not stopping. i am up until past dawn and i am shaking. shaking my head. shiny in the middle, and spread around my center. murder me, full of indiscretion, i'll give you an audience of your personal selection. your abducted love, my ( Read more... )