do any of you do this anymore...? its been 27 weeks since i've been on.

so i think i just wanna run away. like i can't really take this house anymore. and i don't really want to. i'm tired of being told that the person who i am isn't good enough or that i'm bad because i think differently than they do. i'm tired of being told where i can and cannot go to school next year. its my future not theres and they shouldn't be ( Read more... )

i hate men. i hate what men do to women. i hate that men treat women like shit. i hate that i'm a woman in this situation. i hate that i'm being treated like shit. i hate that i let men effect me so. i hate that when they effect me i eat lots of ghirardelli chocolates.i hate that then i feel guilty for eating lots of ghirardelli chocolates. i hate ( Read more... )

woah man, i totally forgot i had a livejournal... to behonest i kinda got caught up in the myspace and facebook thing ( Read more... )

i just want to let all my friends know that i really appreciate your friendship... even though sometimes i go into depression mode and don't hang out with you as much as i used to.. i still couldn't love you more! Annika, i know you won't read this but thank you, thank you, thank you! you say the right things even though i don't always want to hear ( Read more... )

i'm happy! i don't miss kyle anymore.. i mean it still sucks that we aren't friends, but people keep saying give it time.. so i'm gonna... at least now i can look at boys again... for a long while i didn't want to because i was too sad... but fuck kyle.. he isn't the only boy.. there are plenty better!

i'm home, now i have to face reality! i went to kyle's today. to pick up somethings. it was weird. it was really weird. i did't know what to say. i jut took my stuff and left

so i'm in san diego right now at the coolest hostel EVER! its so cute and amazing, and the people here are so nice! i love it, well i only have about two minutes left and then i have to get off so see ya!

yeah, so i basically hate kyle now. he hurt me beyond the point of no return. he's just a giant bastard without a heart. he doesn't want to me my friend, or have anything to do with me. he doesn't want any memory of me. i obviously meant nothing to him... i love him but i hate him. i hate him for lying to me. telling me i was his best friend. i'm ( Read more... )

so i've been kinda sad latley... i was really sad for a while and then i figured my friends were tired of seeing me mope around and be dumb. but the sadness hasn't gone away... i just hate being alone. i hate that he's dumb and stupid. i wish that we could one or the other... not both. i don't know... i'm just confused and hurt all the time and i ( Read more... )