wow..it's weird how you can feel one way at some point and then completely do a 180 and feel completely different. this post is going to be ridiculously depressing and typical of livejournal entries..but fuck it. and fuck you if you have a problem with it ( Read more... )

wow..i haven't updated in forever..i went to north carolina a couple weeks ago to visit with family. it was okay. the beach was a lot of fun..but i got my hand slammed in a door. that sucked. we also went boating..that was awesome. i haven't been on a boar since we had ours..which was like, 8 years ago. it was great..especially when the storm came ( Read more... )

man...it's 2:35..and i've been awake for 2 hours already. that's amazing! i haven't been waking up till like..3. and i went running and played basketball in my driveway for a little bit..i didn't really play basketball..more like shot around. but still..i haven't exercised like that in so long..and i was feeling really gross and fat..especially ( Read more... )

wow..summer is going by pretty fast..and it seems like i haven't really done anything..even though i have. i haven't updated in so long..lets see ( Read more... )

okay..so my mom thinks that because i'm a vegetarian, i can survive off of frozen dinners...she bought some frozen ethnic vegetarian stuff that when heated up, honestly looks like dog shit. like, it really does. but it was so good! man..it was amazing! as was the show tonight. i got to see crimson addict again, which was cool. they put on a good ( Read more... )

i didn't do much today, but it was a pretty good day. i've been getting up relatively early(like, 10:45) and running. i'm proud of myself. then i went to my grandparents' house and helped move stuff. it's weird that they won't be living in their own house any more. i don't like it. but, i suppose i just have to deal with it ( Read more... )

yesterday i was driving around at 3 in the morning...and i hit a bat..it was really weird! don't worry, it lived!

*maggie

..i may be an accident but i'm still trying...

alkjhl.ifhafiouehawli..i am so confused right now. i have no idea what i want or what the fuck i'm doing. i am lonely when i'm not with someone..but i'm unhappy when i'm with someone..but then..to make things worse..i don't make my unhappiness clear. i continue to spend time with him..and hold his hand..and kiss him..but honestly..i don't think ( Read more... )

it has been raining for like 8 days straight. tonight there was a huge storm, like tornadoes and whatever. it was scary! our power went out for like 2 minutes, and i was alone in the basement in the complete darkness ( Read more... )

the HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS album is released in ONE WEEK ( Read more... )