I am actually happy for you. You seem happy. I am happy. Sometimes there is this tugging where I think of you. I have maintained my distance and promise to keep doing so. I only have a few days where you come to my mind, and the day I gave him up for you is one of them. You never believed me. At that point I truly believed you were the world. My ( Read more... )

Feels hollow, feels empty. Feels whole, feels full. Walk through life smiling and sometimes smiles are owned by someone else and sometimes you feel cheated. Its been so long since I have had these thoughts. Too much dark. Too much fog. Need to find the light. The dark consumes me, and human feelings are confused. Why must I fall for gingham in a ( Read more... )

And all that implies. I am white. I am blonde. I have blond eyelashes and eyebrows. I am a makeup nightmare because of it. I don't try to darken my eyebrows cause really what is the point? I don't want to fabricate myself when I was born with that strange trait. My skin is pale, it is tan now because of my recent vacation. I have light freckles. I ( Read more... )

I delete back entries because I want to use this journal for my artisitc endeavors, or just fluff. Something nice to read that encases no drama. Besides, its very pretty. And you can have icons. I am wearing a nice dress today, one that sways with my movement. My hair is so blonde that I look like I am from the 40's. I love polka dots, they feel ( Read more... )

I walk a lonely road ( Read more... )