Well that was perfect....quite frankly. I don't know if you read my last entry or not, but if you did I couldn't have hoped for a better result. I liked it...even though it was fake. You know how acquaintances bump into each other and you say "How are you?" and it's just not important enough to say anything other than 'fine' because you don't ( Read more... )

Oh shit...my dad now knows about my love life far more than I planned to tell him. He asked flat out and I can't lie when asked a yes or no question...bleh. Actually it wasn't that uncomfortable once he promised to not tell mom a word. I really hope he doesn't get drunk and call her or something...boy would that be hard to deal with. He really ( Read more... )

On the way down I almost fell but I held onto you ( Read more... )

"Sometimes I throw it all away ( Read more... )

Stay-Secondhandheroes ( Read more... )

Stephen has logged onto myspace, read my messages begging him to tell me he's alive or at least Paul...and he won't respond. I'm mad. I was sad thinking he was dead. But now I just want to kill him. We were good....I remember the last conversation we had on the damn phone. I didn't think what I said made him not want to call ever again...shit ( Read more... )

Interesting how I said all the good guys go to tech. My boyfriend (HAha...yay finally) goes there. Ryan, 22, Aviation, graduating this quarter. Just wonderfulness all around. I just met him 2 Saturdays ago at casey's Halloween party. We hit it off and mirculously haven't spent more than a day/night apart since then. It's great. No other guys ( Read more... )

There's something about Tech...the most amazing guys go there. I should transfer-cept I hate that school so much. And you think you know who I'm talking about....Casey? Well you're wrong-I'm not talking about him ( Read more... )

While on the phone tonight I was reminded of a line I wrote in my last blog. Something about it being nice to have at least one friend who I didn't have to explain everything to. Well you're not Paul. He's a pretty special guy...mind reading abilities, I swear it. It was nice to run to him and just unload everything. There wasn't much ( Read more... )

She said I don't know if I've ever been good enough, and I'm a little bit rusty ( Read more... )