yea i mean it's pretty much fucked up to lie to someone you actually care about....bad night last night...but i'll be fine i'm just gonna move on, had a nice cry, still like him, but there's nothing i can do about it. this is a weird feeling for me, why doesn't he like me anymore...i don't know. why does he feel like it's necessary to make up lies ( Read more... )

i'm so ready for it to be christmas and thanksgiving ( Read more... )

i like writing today ( Read more... )

good night...cute boy...fun friends

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on friday after school me and john went to the town square and he layed on a blanket and i swang in the swings and we just talked and enjoyed the glorious weather. then we went to thomas's and rode around on dirt bikes and i just held on to him it was so cute and so perfect.i love fall, when it's just cold enough so that you can wear a jacket and ( Read more... )

maybe i'm too uniform for you now, or not badass enough or something. i don't know but i miss us because we don't laugh like we used to.

there's something missing between all of us right now.... i don't like it at all

my mom's bipolar and it's pretty awesome/embarassing

can't wait until october fucking 6th

on another note.....i like him alot these days and it kind of freaks me out because i have no idea how he feels minus the fact that we go out or if he's trustworthy? i guess i'm not really trustworthy though at times....

my mom's bipolar and it's pretty awesome/embarassing

can't wait until october fucking 6th

well hot damn i don't know if today could get much better ( Read more... )