I have been lonely lately. Is this one of the normal cycles of my social life or is there something deeper at work here ( Read more... )

I'm listening to Juanes on somebody else's itunes, trying to write a paper and enjoying my room which i cleaned saturday night before the ISA wine and cheese party. I also put up a bunch of postcards. Yay. It feels nice and home-y. I feel like I have two homes now. I refer to New South 119 as home (my mom even asks me of i'm "home yet" when she ( Read more... )

So you know who's great? my dad. My dad is awesome ( Read more... )

What happened to my old life? I was reading my archives tonight. I don't know why. I'm in a nostalgic place I guess ( Read more... )

In just a few minutes I will do the unthinkable: I will snap on my backpack, get on a train to Heathrow, and come home. I am extremely upset about this. I have never been so sad to leave a place in my life.

My flight comes in to portland at 10:06 pm.

I am so unhappy.

I'm in Venice after a few wonderful days on the french riviera, tan in a way I never thought was possible and still bursting with new stories. For example ( Read more... )

Check me out. It's my birthday, I'm in Paris. Last night, the waiter we had for dinner asked us to come back after his shift. He gave us champagne for my birthday and drove us home (oo, sketch...). On the way, we made small talk untill he said "you can stay with me tonight and I'll drive you back to your friends in the morning." I declined. He was ( Read more... )

So here's what's really going on ( Read more... )

Sam and I cooked up this elaborate fantasy over late-night orange spice tea in the plush back room of the Heathman tonight: some summer after we turn 21, we will take breaks from our lives. We will find "dumb" jobs with little resume benefit, i.e. waitressing, working cash registers, delivering packages, bartending, what have you. We will share a ( Read more... )

Have you LOOKED outside today?? Or yesterday?? Or any time in last few weeks?? God it makes me ecstatically happy. Spring changes me physically. Suddenly, I can sleep less and work more and feel MORE rested and joyful. I am so proud of myself. This whole week has been healthfest extreme and I feel so good because of it ( Read more... )