i never update this anymore. i think i'm just sort of tired of it. i've been updating my xanga compulsively, but there's still nowhere for me to be truly personal. maybe i'll get another livejournal, let it be the place where i stay emotional and honest. i miss having a place to do that really ( Read more... )

bonjour université quinze ( Read more... )

some things, do in fact, never changesometimes ex boyfriends call to talk about stupid gossip you thought you left behind and it turns out that he really is the same guy you dated and the same guy you dumped and the same guy you still don't like for being kind of a jerk ( Read more... )

tried to post this earlier and it didn't work- pretend this was posted at like, 6 o clock ( Read more... )

it's late, so what do i do?
i should be packing
but yet i ain't

i finally figure out how to mess with livejournal.

it looks like i'm a kindergarten teacher, but you know what? fuck you. i like pastel colors you cum-sucking whore.

how's that for kindergarten?

love you!

--genj

aaron is gone. . . and it kinda hurts in a little place near my lower left rib ( Read more... )

*whew* i'mover on xanga harping about how i'm changing my username and moving. but all the fun livejournal crew needn't worry, i haven't had this bad boy journal for nearly long enough to worry about sluffing it off. it's just that the xanga's got two and a half years of angst oozing out of its edges and that's gotta go ( Read more... )

i really miss ryan ( Read more... )

ladies and gentlemen, a new life came into this world today. july 19th is now one more person's birthday. one especially tiny, beautiful, wonderful person ( Read more... )

dear pop culture puppetmasters,

yeah that's right, i'm talking to you.

get your own damn music. you can have kelly clarkson and john mayer and u2 and whoever else you have mainstreamed the hell out of. you can keep the creed knockoffs, the nicklebacks, the lifehouses, the red hot chili peppers. i'll even let you have green day and blink 182, ( Read more... )