oooooo boy i have fucked up, i pritty much had the pirfict girl tusted in my lap and i just went and fucked it up.  this girl was the hottist girl that has ever taken intrested in me...we were hangin out/seeing eachother for like 3 weeks. i donno i guess i was scard when u said it, i fliped out and snaped i feel bad for the things i said.  but the ( Read more... )

 well i think its officel iam moving to royal oak, iam so excided about it iam goin in friday to go see the place.  i think iam going to pick up a secont job just to make things work better, cuz i dont ever want to come back to rochester i really do hate it here i just feel like its the same old story in this fuckin palce.  i think i will be a more ( Read more... )

so yea i went to my bor show out in good old romeo, it was pritty sweet i really had a good time. but i will tell u he has really come a long way with bands they sounded really good, i think they might go pritty far with this one ( Read more... )

i really cant help people out anymore, i feel like everyone wants a peace of me and i just cant handle it anymore, the only one i want to help out is u i dont know y but i anyways feel like its right...

What is my body worth?
Was there a price set before?

so yea i guess iam really just not worth it to anyone anymore, i feel so fucking used somtimes, i feel like iam everyones eamotional bandaid anymore that everyone thinks that i have all the anserws or somthing fuck that i dont have shit to tell u people. but what really sucks about all this is everyone wants me to save them but no one had yet stood ( Read more... )

i though a lot about what we talked about the other night, iam really willing to try at this, but i need some hard core pacents from u yr going to be fustaded at times but i can just say keep trying, u kno i will always have yr back that will never change u were a big part of my life even bigger then jeanne was, u kno if u r having a hard time u ( Read more... )

i have the saddis excuse for friends they never want to hang out they tell me that we r going to hang out and then they just dont call me back. I FUCKING HATE THAT SHIT! the least u could do is fucking call me and say hey dude i dont feel like hangin out tonight but no insted u call me like a week later and say oh i didnt feel like calling u...and ( Read more... )

well things r panning out right now i have been looing at some places in arazona the cost of living there is cheap, some people r still not happy that i want to move but that is just the way it is...i mean there is still a chanse that it could fall though but eather way iam moving out by like mid summer iam not really moving in with somone i just ( Read more... )

so this is how things r ( Read more... )

iam so excided my gun is almost done and its going to be so sweet, this is going to be a tight season...the first practis is in a cupple weeks and that makes me happey cuz that means that summer is almost here ( Read more... )