ive decided ( Read more... )

i just want this week to be over already.
fuck.

please come home

the world around me makes me sick

and your the only one that changes that

hey there blue eyes

you took me by surprise

for the past 2 weeks, ive lived in a constant state of melancholy ( Read more... )

Status: Looking for a guide ...
Status: Connected to guide: MaritsaD
MaritsaD: Welcome to ChaCha!
You: whatup whatuppp
You: i want to learn how to be more gangsta
You: that way all the whiteys wont hate
You: any advice for a white brotha?
MaritsaD: Vanilla ice
MaritsaD: Learn his ways
You: pshhh... if this playa wants to be hung by his ankles
You: i wanna be ( Read more... )

Status: Looking for a guide ...
Status: Connected to guide: SandraD
SandraD: Welcome to ChaCha!
SandraD: Hi there. I will be helping with your search.
You: hey hey
SandraD: Hi
You: you remember that song?
SandraD: What can I help you search for ?
SandraD: Yes
You: i need to find the meaning of it, in a socilogical context
You: if not
You: i fail out of school
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my life has changed drastically in the past 3 months.
i lost my father
me and liz are no longer together
my grandmothers are both very ill

but ive become much closer with myself, and my closest friends, and that is an accomplishment

and it came to me then
that every plan is a tiny prayer to father time
as i stared at my shoes in the ICU
that reeked of piss and 409
and i rationed my breaths as i said to myself
that i'd already taken too much today
as each descending peep on the LCD
took you a little farther away from me
away from me

amongst the vending machines and year old magazines
in ( Read more... )

cant sleep ( Read more... )

this is my first time updating in forever ( Read more... )

HOLY SHITNUTS!
I am interviewing Thursday AGAIN (by request from the band) TMMW AT 2!!!!!!!

this is big for me... VERY BIG.

elections are on thursday... im scared shitless

i was up sick all last night which sucked.

and i got my new cool laptop today, which is cool

all in all, today was hectic, and now im in the most awful class possible