damn

[mylastserinade]

well i just watched katy drive away...im getting good at this whole getting dumped thing. but this time. im done. and i mean serious. my third strike is enough, im just not good at it and i realize that now. but no one blame katy. its not her fault at all. i think she will be happier this way so this is for the best. there absolutely no hard

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[fireinmybloodxo]

I'm so sorry Clayton.
I personally think you are one of the best guys out there.
I don't think it's ever you, I think it's the girl's problem.
Because as long as I've known you..
you have always treated your girlfriends like gold.
Love ya
-Thea

[onecrazykate]

i know you dont want to hear this but here it goes

personally...i think it differs from situation to situation and i think placing blame is stupid and so yeah maybe i wasnt exactly perfect in every aspect of our relationship but i cant sit here and read that it is my problem, however this is not to say that it is yours either. im not happy about it, im more upset than i ever thought i would be but it doesnt help to have people who i never considered close to the situation pointing fingers. its kinda funny that im posting this on your lj because im not even upset with you at all...you didnt go off on me even though you probably should have. ill accept responsibility for the fall out if it will make my critics happy.

i dont regret a moment of it for sure and i still sit by the phone sometimes and hope that damn ryan cabrera ring tone will wake me up and ill talk to you for a few hours, maybe more, but im letting go slowly because i know its whats best for both of us...

its not youyr fault

[mylastserinade]

its not your fault. it really isnt for everyone who reads this. im sorry your upset plz dont be.

p.s

[mylastserinade]

thea i luv ya thanks for caring.