How can I even begin describing how I feel right now? I can't find the words, or the phrases, and my entire body feels numb.

My aunt called me on Saturday night, as asked if my parents were still up. She sounded sick, so I said no, but I could go wake my mom up if she needed me to. All she said was, "No. Just let them know Jesse died in a car ( Read more... )

I just wanna say Happy Christmas to everyone.

And a happy New Year, too.

I love you all.

Even those of you who sometimes don't deserve it.

I wish my headache would go away.

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If you can do me but one favor, stop lying to me.

Stop saying you love me, when you don't.

Stop getting my hopes up.

I'm tired of being treated like this, but you of all people know that I'll do it over and over again for you.

So, if you truly do love me, you'll stop breaking my heart.

Yeah. Guys are assholes.

You know who the fuck you are.

And you wonder why I don't believe a goddamn word you say.

Worked enough tonight; Rick's pretty funny for an old guy.

But I think I need to have a talk with some people.

Woot.

Night lovelies. <3333

OHMYGOD.

I'm going to fail all my finals next week. Le sigh.

Moving on. Muahah. I have a Thermacare thing on my back and it is DIVINE.

Let me tell you.

I wanna get my face all pierced up. But I don't think work would be too fond of that. Oh well. I'll find a way of masking it up.

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I officially adore the movie Gypsy 83. Go see it. Now ( Read more... )

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There's an empty ache that comes with finality.

I hope you're happy in your new life, and I hope she brings you joy.

I never thought I'd have to say goodbye.

But I did.

Goodbye.

No matter what we do or say, I'll always love you.

Let's just start clean.

I'm willing to try. <3

xoxoxo lates.

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