its 1.30 in the morning, luis went to a party i didnt want to go because there was no alcohol, so im home driking by myself. i havent been doing alot of work lately...i have it so easy. the world seems to be a better place when i hide my face in the crowd. everything is moving so slow. maybe i'll go drink some more. is it too much?

yesterday was my one year anniversary it was so much fun. i gave him the college i made for him and he gave me the coldplay x&y cd AND got us vip tickets for cirque dy soleil it was great and the free drinks were a plus, the white wine was good. i went to the anthropology museum it was awsm, like the ancient mexicans were so horny. there were so ( Read more... )

hi. adreon changed alot. shes been brainwashed or something. i have to call harrison. i guess thats it. im moving to canada in a year or two. i hope. i wonder where everyone will be in a couple of years. well, i have to find some people to move in with so we can share expenses in a nice place. uh..yeah. im gonna go now.

wooaa, i forgot i had a livejournal. hmm...ok well i guess i'll say somehting. pick up from my last entry. i was pregnant 2 months, so i had to go to miami to get an abortion. thanks to the people who were concerned. uh.. oh yeah. i just got back from roadtripping in oaxaca, which is pretty much the biggest stoner state in mexico. nothing ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do. i know i cant afford a baby, but i cant kill my own child. it hurts so much to be so scared.

OH SHIT. IM PREGNANT.

i fukcing hate it here. i'm sick and tired of doing fucknothing all day. im tired of watching my mom watch the baby and im sick and tired of everyone being at my house, without me. im tired of being alone. and i cant take it anymore.m, fuckbg5[tb5gt

yay!!! im out of school, im never going back!!!  school is for fools, look at me!!!

im so happy cause today i found my friends, they're not at school.

i had the most interesting day last week. i went to six flags, and took a tab of acid. it was the best thing ever. i was flying i swear to god, and everything was so...whats the word...overwhelming. on the rides me and my friends would laugh so hard we would start drooling. but the only bad part is that i had a hangover in the morning when i ( Read more... )

yesterday was no school, i dunno why, but i went and got a tan, which turned out to be kind of a burn, but atleast my stomache and legs look better. in school, all the teachers think im suicidal, like im not allowed to go near windows.....fuckers. but i get to sit in this room and do my work all day rather then sitting with the others. (im ( Read more... )