ok what's the point of trying to please anyone when you either get yelled at or you just get forgotten. i'm so tired of all this i want out of this house, i've been stuck here cuz my truck had to be fixed so tomorrow as soon as i can i'm cleaning this room and going to west branch or somewhere, i just don't care i want out of here... oh well, that' ( Read more... )

rah. people suck...i'm single and not liking it too well.i think everything just kinda sux right now.memories that i never wanted to remember keep coming back in, i can't forget people that i wish i could, i'm scared for people, i'm not dealing well with being hypoglycemic and most of all i'm not dealing well with a heart that can love but is ( Read more... )

well he and i talked it all out, he appologized so much cuz he felt horrible about making me feel like that and that he wants a good relationship with me and he'll accept any curve i throw at him.but yah it's been a good day, i'm just tired and such.o i get a 4 day weekend score for me. oh saturday i have to be up and gone by 7 cuz i have to get ( Read more... )

well its time for more glucose testing cuz i had a spell today, joy for that. flipped out on mac cuz he's like oh i wish i could help you and make you feel better,this is part of our convo earlier ( Read more... )

he said it, he said it. i think this is the first time i haven't been afraid to hear it either. he said he wants to spend forever with me,i decided he's either crazy, lying to me or really loves me. it's nice having him in my life, he puts so many old fears to rest and brings out some really good parts of me, i don't think i've been this goofy ever ( Read more... )

omg today=crap!! ok i was going to the heights to pick up my crinkled up uniform and tyler was there and so was aj and they screwed with my truck you know the thing that goes over the brake lights well they took that up and then i have sand bags in the back of the truck so it doesn't slip everywhere and they took that and put it on the hood and ( Read more... )

well life is pretty good, i stayed home from school cuz i had such a bad headache but i went to the doctor and got a shot and felt a lot better. my boyfriend is great mom said she liked and approved him today, cuz he's so opposite of me, he's mellow where i'm highstrung and he just lets me yell and tries so hard to make me feel better,he lets me be ( Read more... )

ok crying does not bring anyone back, it's been over two years since she died, you don't need to be getting all crying and weepy SHE'S GONE !!! there's not a damn thing you can do about it !! grrr i hate this it's retarded there's nothing you can do about it so why sweat it, you can't change what happened, and you can't bring her back so what's the ( Read more... )

GOT MY LICENSE!!!!!!!!!! and my pic on my license is REALLY cute ! i only got 3 points off and that was during driving omg i'm so excited, i get to have MY truck now !! YAY!! i'm so happy it's ridiculous and we picked mac up yesterday and mom actually let us drive into west branch and we had fun.got a movie and ice cream and i got a yoohoo lol ( Read more... )

get my license tomorrow if i pass the test !! then off to pick up mac at his house after that i'm so excited!! i miss my baby lol. so many funny things have happened and my mom is retarded i swear!! oh we were in midland and there was a road called dick court and mom's like who'd wanna live there?? i was like i would just so i could say i lived on ( Read more... )