its 12:38 and im still up...i cant sleep.. i dont want to hurt anymore or miss him anymore..i want it to go away... the pain.. the feelings...

okay i dont get some ppl they say i am a follower yet they act different ?w/h bye

wow right now i am really upset i am thinking of ryan which i always do and i try not to talk to him as much nemore because i guess its just because i broke up with him and i should of have i miss him and then its like where if i could turn back time and not have broken up with him i wounderh ow things might have been different i mean i wish i ( Read more... )

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well well i would start talking about ryan and thats who is always on my mind but neways i talked to jessica his exgirlfriend and i stayed up till two talking to her.. but she is soo cool i want to talk to her againjessica knows how i feel and shes the only one other people who have had crushes are like yeah i kno how you feel and i am like okay ( Read more... )

wow i swear to fucking god if shannon and dixie fucking talked to scotts parents about me and they told them not to let him talk to me and there listening im going to be pissed and if i cant see him on wed or on sundays im going to be even more pissed its my fucking choice of who i talk to and who i hang out with and who i go out with yeah i am ( Read more... )

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well now my sister and my mom are talking and crap and now my sister is saying she doesnt need shit from my mom and what not...now theres some song hes playing and its taking for ever for them to start singing... now there screaming in a different song wow... we have so much love for each other its not even funny like were like jackass bitch and ( Read more... )

As I sit here and think

I wonder how much you care

How much you really love me and want to be there

I wish I could just tell you

That I need you more than anything

That I love you more then I love my mom

And with out you I would die

Im not mad im upset

With the things that you do

And I wish that you wouldn’t take the things that you do

I ( Read more... )

http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y210/deaths_last_kiss/stephanie238.jpg chloe aww shes so cute ( Read more... )