hey well any ways i havent updated in a while and so now im updateing and ya uhhh not really much to say my pastor doesnt want me to hang out with scott and i dont really care about that not trying to be mean in all but i mean im not going to ignore him and stuff... i may go to a show with my b/f and see him play and see other bands play but w/e i ( Read more... )

okay well i wrote a poem so her it is ( Read more... )

hmm this is going to be fun.. lets see how bad i piss my mom off. hmm lets see she acted like she was going to slap me but she wasnt and now shes being a bitch cuz she drank to much lets see how bad i can hurt her mentally... hmm sounds mean but oh well she deerves it and im not going to feel bad either.okat well i was thinking about say something ( Read more... )

okay well right now i am talking to ryan... on the phone ah this is scary ahit oh well i cant do anything right now im home and bored i should have gone to school... oh well i get a day off thats fine with me.my b/f is so stupid oh well i love it about him.. g2g neways update later

hey whats nothing going on right now i mean i am talking to you right now and this is a personal journal between somevery close friends of mine and i thought my b/f should be allowed to read it... anyways shut the hell up your laughing at me thats not nice oh i want to see you right now..... oh well yea chirs uh huh get on with it... finally okay ( Read more... )

okay well my last entrie was when i was mad but im good now... i saw him over the weekend and it was awesome lol and no brittany we didnt have a 5 hour makeout session more like a 1 hour makeout session.. haha anyways i cute my bangs so hopefully ppl will like it when school is back in idk yet tho.. hmm i have to do a projet still.. i know what i ( Read more... )

hey well maybe now i have a reason to be mad at ryan not really im starting to care less and less i mean i love him and all but this is the friken second week in a row where he hasnt called me and i mean i even left a message asking him to call me back.. anyways van is so funny this is part of are convo ( Read more... )

so yeah its 12 am and i should be asleep but oh well my head hurts my neck is sore and i have a hugh headace and i feel like ive just done weed or something but i havent im just outta it cause im sick....so w.e going to the doctor tomorrow hopefully but who knos but whatever i really dont kno what to write in this moment in time besides im trying ( Read more... )

this morning was fun besides the fact that the heat mad me sick and now my tummy hurts... i got to see ryan and we went to the movies it was fun... nicole and brittany fought whats new?but what ever im not going to put what all happened at the movies welll we watched it and kissed thats all that explains it all.. what else would you do at the ( Read more... )

okay well i dont think that the person who got on my s/n will be on it again i got my password changed and so yea and neways i was freezing walking home from school today in the rain and yeah oh h/o ( Read more... )