OK. So after my big dicovery last night, I realized that I need a restart. And I know that making another journal and starting there is not going to be the only solution or help at all but it will make me feel better. All this one is is whining and complaining and I'm done with that. I'm going to do it once in a while in the other one I'm sure but ( Read more... )

Maybe every single bit of love is a little bit of magic. Maybe it can't be helped ( Read more... )

So I get into my car after work tonight totally and completely pissed off knowing that I have to blast the radio and speed away so that he doesn't see me burst into unwanted, unwelcome, loving, devastated, hurt tears... So I turn up the mix CD that is in my CD player, it's on random and I said outloud as the songs changed... "Play me something ( Read more... )

LOOONG day. I pretty much drove for the entire day... and I talked to my dad because he wanted me to bring him back his shit... I told him to come get it himself. lol. Nice huh? So anyway... it was a pretty good trip... "Did that light not turn green? Did I just go through a red light?" -Me ( Read more... )

OK so RI trip today with Cindy (cause she has orientation at Johnson and Wales) Kayla and Danny (we're gonna hang in Providence while Cindy is at her Orientation). So yeah... it should be fun.... I hope... I need some fun because yesterday was not good... at all.... ok so I g2g... but the other thing I wanted to say is, my dad and Pam talked and he ( Read more... )

I'm sick of whining and complaining.... I was in a wicked good mood all day.... until I got home from work.... God damn ( Read more... )

Well work last night was interesting... Nick Gayling works with us now... what a fucking hottie! I totally flirted with him all night... and then I got this random pain in my side and I was whining and I said "Andrew I think I might die..." And Nick goes "Well could you do it quickly cause your bitching is annoying." And I turned and looked at him ( Read more... )

I HATE CINEMAGIC RIGHT NOW ( Read more... )

You know what, whatever. That's right. Meh. It hurts but all I can say is MEH ( Read more... )

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