Finally updating, months later. Really though, there isnt much to say. I am still with Brandon. Its hard to describe our relationship. I am totally in love with him, and want nothing more than to spend the rest of my life with him and start a family. Im too old for the games, its time to really settle down into a set routine with someone. On the ( Read more... )

I hardly ever update this, because I dont think anyone really knows about it, and if they do, then their the lucky ones. I use this journal more so, to vent. I am the happiest I have ever been with a boyfriend. I love Brandon so much. He does so much for me, and Im so blind to it all. Whenever we have an arguement, or most of the time, me yelling ( Read more... )

I havent updated in a super super really long time! Thats ok. Really nothing has been happening. Im at school all the time, and If Im not at school, Im at work. A few times during the week I have to go to the highschool to do my observation hours for my education class! Crazy if you ask me. Mike and I are no longer, and have been no longer for such ( Read more... )

Todays been uneventful. I had school. Dan drove. I thought I was going to die ( Read more... )

There comes a time, where I need to realize whats going to make me happier, and at this point, I have no clue. I need to organize my life - big time. I dont know how it got so out of control in the first place. I do a lot of thinking now, more than ever. Anyways..Tomorrow is <3 Valentines Day <3 ....I hope its good. I want to spend it with someone ( Read more... )

School is just a waste of time for me. Im not even going to school for what I truely want to do. So thats always good. I just went to my education class today...it started at 11, I got there, only to find out that our teacher had to be downstairs at the info fair, so all we had to do today was help a partner look over their instructional objectives ( Read more... )

I havent updated in so long. So much has happened and I actually dont even know where to start. Im never home anymore..Im at either one of two places..or something like that.

... I need to get my shit straight . . .

Went to bingo last night...totally sucked! Spent so much money, and won nothing. I guess you have to go there and expect nothing and then it will happen. Thats how a lot of things usually happen. I was dragging half way through bingo, because I had school and work earlier that day. Anyways...I think I got home around 2ish and then just did some ( Read more... )

Im actually bored and felt the need to write in here. Im wearing a shirt right now that says .. Santas Little Helper. Note:Todays date is January 28th..I think I shouldnt be wearing this shirt anymore but its so cute. I love Rite Aid hour...Mary and I got advice last night from some people I work with. Man...they give awesome advice. Tomorrow I got ( Read more... )

SO lots of stuff has happened, and all I do now is think about things. I need to figure out what I want to do with a certain situation. I guess Im torn, and I think I know what I want, but Im scared. I really need to figure out what to do with this issue thats bothering me, because I lose it all. Maybe one of the two, will help make things easier ( Read more... )