people aren't who they say they are and i guess i'm not okay with that.

i jump from subject to subject

so nothings new really ( Read more... )

i'm pissed. my family doesn't care about my stuff. they just throw it out and then god forbid i get mad or upset about it. my sister has been extremely mean lately and theres nothing i can do about it. i'm planning on taking a mission to mars or something ( Read more... )

i want to drop out of school. i can't take ittt. i haven't had any fun this whole year. i mean a couple of days here and there but nothing amazingly fun. college is like overwhelming and its just making me so nervous. i got robbed today..thank you to the person who ruined my semi-awesome day by taking my belongings i love you for it. the sad part ( Read more... )

weird thought just came to mind. i was in a car accident. the car flipped. i just passed by the pictures of the car on my computer and man i'm so sketched out by them. knowing we were in that crunched piece of metal just dangling there upside down with nothing but the thin material seatbelt holding us up. why is this just hitting me harder now than ( Read more... )

wow i'm on a computer ( Read more... )

so its pouring out. i love it ( Read more... )

updating ( Read more... )

i dont quite understand what its going to take to make my friends and everyone else to realize this person is a fake, flakey, bitchy, inconsiderate, low life person who cares nothing about others. i try hard not to be a bad person and i don't want to feel this way about someone but for gods sake it is so hard for me not to care.