I doubt anyone still reads this,but here's a poem for you.

[mylonelytears]

The Boy

He was the boy who made me smile and laugh

He was the boy who made me frown and cry

He was the boy I told my secrets to

He was the boy I dreamt about

He was the boy who stole my heart the day we met

He was the boy who broke it the day he took his life

He was the boy who would hold me close

He was the boy I first truly kissed

He was the boy who knew

Comments

[lost_inside726]

*Awe*

thats really sweet.

[mylonelytears]

I've been thinking about him a lot lately.I really miss him.I want him to be here so much.

[lost_inside726]

You just need to focus on being happy....don't dwell on memories, you know? appreciate them for what are, how they've changed you into the person you are now...just be hopeful. The way he changed you, and made you happy. That piece of him will always be with you, which means that he himself will always be with you.

[mylonelytears]

I know that he will always be with me.That's what makes me so sad.Because I think of our times together,and I feel good,but then I want to be with him again and I can't because he's not here.And won't ever be again.No matter how hard I try I can't be hopeful.I want to be better.With all my heart I do.I just can't seem to be happy.I'm always looking at the bad,I can't help it.