So,things have basically sucked since around Saturday.I wake up,think the day will go fine,and then something happens to prevent me from being happy.I don't get it.Just one day I'd like to not worry about anything.Just get through the day with a smile on my face instead of a frown.It's the same shitty feelings everyday,and I'm sick of it.

I love ( Read more... )

So,yesterday:

Went to church.Came home.Then I went with Erin,Casey,Dennis,and Mom to E-ville.To celebrate her b-day.We got there,ate at Olive Garden,then went to the mall.It was fun.Then when we got back to town,me,Erin,and Casey went to Cheyanne's b-day party.It was,well,interesting.I wish I didn't like people,and nobody liked me.It would make ( Read more... )

So,found out today first period that Picture Day is tomorrow.Great.I guess it's a good thing I got my hair cut last night then.Have no idea what I'm going to wear though.Tonight was rather lonesome in the house.Nany went to her meeting,then Papa left for Bridge,and Reese just laid in bed sleeping ( Read more... )

*Sigh*

{Here I'm pinned between darkness and light,
bleached and blinded by these nights.
Where I'm tossing and tortured till dawn
by you, visions of you, then you're gone.
The shock bleeds the red from my face,
when i hear someone's taken my place.
How ( Read more... )

Here I go Scream my lungs out And try to get to you You are my only one

Two little poems from 8-24-06.

One

Let me be your dream girl.
I could be so many of the things you need.
Amazing.
Caring.
Loving.
Maybe I am your dream girl.
And you're just not awake enough to know it yet.

Two

I could be your perfect one.
But you'll never know.
Because you're too ( Read more... )

So,I was going through my poem notebook tonight,and I found this.I don't really remember writing it.But,here it is:

They lived in different towns.Went to different schools.They met at a party once a while ago.A couple years later they were brought together again somehow.He was a sad boy.She was a lonely girl.Both equally depressed.They had many ( Read more... )

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I thought about Jimmy last night.It made me sad.But when I got home I thought about the last night I saw him.He picked me up from Erin's and then we went to my house.He laid on the bed while I sat there beside him and scratched his back.It was cute how he giggled when I tickled his sides.Then I laid down beside him and he put his arm around me and ( Read more... )

Life currently ( Read more... )